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Soooooo my life has been a bit of a whirlwind recently. One of the biggest things that has happened is that I told my parents how I'm doing and we agreed that I should move back to Pennsylvania. Although this time, I'm actually kind of relieved. I'm to the point where I'm frustrated with Jess and life and I kind of just want to be around family. I REALLY need a fresh start. What I really need to do is get a job, stick with it, and pay off my credit card debt. Also get on a medication and STAY ON IT. I've never been on a med for more than 6 months. I think 4 months is my longest. This....this a bad idea for me since it's been proven time and time again that Alex sans drugs will inevitably crash. I might do fine for awhile. But what happens is I do fine until I suddenly just don't.
The other fun thing in my life is that I have acquired a bit of a stalker~. It hasn't reached the point where I need to do anything legally about it, but it's at the point where I save all emails and voicemails juuuuust in case. Who is the stalker~? Why Mindy of course. Remember how I said she last left a voicemail saying that she wouldn't contact me again and that I deserve to be left alone? Yeaaa I was right to lol about that and say that I would believe it when I see it. For awhile she kept calling my cell phone until I finally had Jess answer it for me and basically tell her politely "You need to focus on yourself and leave Alex alone" over. And over. And over. Bb is a bit thick. Apparently she kept going "I just want to know that Alex is alright." Lol I would be IF YOU LEFT ME ALONE. I am taking the route of just ignoring her and not talking to her because if she feels like there is some way for her to manipulate me into talking with her, SHE WILL DO IT. As has been proven by the fact that she posed as her sister all distraught over "Mindy's suicide attempt" to get me to talk to her >:|
Luckily after talking with Jess she stopped calling my cellphone. Now she has moved onto email. I set up a filter in gmail that has all her emails skip the inbox, marked as read and apply the label "stalker~" just so I have them all if I need them. Also...ngl since it's moved onto email, I can start to laugh about it. It was just obnoxious when it was my phone. I would jump whenever it rang and get a pit in my stomach. But I can deal with ignoring emails. And some of the emails are just...special~.
Mind you, these are all sent after I literally said to her "we can't be friends, please don't contact me again, LEAVE ME ALONE" Also keep in mind that our relationship~ lasted for 3 months. Only 10 days of which were us physically together. Also, all of these were sent after she admitted to faking her own suicide attempt to get me to talk with her "sister". With that in mind, the emails:
Do you ever miss me too?
Do you hate me?
Was the reason you told the mods about my sock account because you wanted me to get better, or just that you couldn't stand to see me around?
My stomach fucking hurts and all I want is a glass of American lemonade and a hug. When you feel sick, do you ever really want scones?
Will you ever talk to me again?
I wonder how long it will take for her to realize that I'm fucking done, fucking moved on and JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE. I don't need unbalanced pathological liars in my life.
The other fun thing in my life is that I have acquired a bit of a stalker~. It hasn't reached the point where I need to do anything legally about it, but it's at the point where I save all emails and voicemails juuuuust in case. Who is the stalker~? Why Mindy of course. Remember how I said she last left a voicemail saying that she wouldn't contact me again and that I deserve to be left alone? Yeaaa I was right to lol about that and say that I would believe it when I see it. For awhile she kept calling my cell phone until I finally had Jess answer it for me and basically tell her politely "You need to focus on yourself and leave Alex alone" over. And over. And over. Bb is a bit thick. Apparently she kept going "I just want to know that Alex is alright." Lol I would be IF YOU LEFT ME ALONE. I am taking the route of just ignoring her and not talking to her because if she feels like there is some way for her to manipulate me into talking with her, SHE WILL DO IT. As has been proven by the fact that she posed as her sister all distraught over "Mindy's suicide attempt" to get me to talk to her >:|
Luckily after talking with Jess she stopped calling my cellphone. Now she has moved onto email. I set up a filter in gmail that has all her emails skip the inbox, marked as read and apply the label "stalker~" just so I have them all if I need them. Also...ngl since it's moved onto email, I can start to laugh about it. It was just obnoxious when it was my phone. I would jump whenever it rang and get a pit in my stomach. But I can deal with ignoring emails. And some of the emails are just...special~.
Mind you, these are all sent after I literally said to her "we can't be friends, please don't contact me again, LEAVE ME ALONE" Also keep in mind that our relationship~ lasted for 3 months. Only 10 days of which were us physically together. Also, all of these were sent after she admitted to faking her own suicide attempt to get me to talk with her "sister". With that in mind, the emails:
Do you ever miss me too?
Do you hate me?
Was the reason you told the mods about my sock account because you wanted me to get better, or just that you couldn't stand to see me around?
My stomach fucking hurts and all I want is a glass of American lemonade and a hug. When you feel sick, do you ever really want scones?
Will you ever talk to me again?
I wonder how long it will take for her to realize that I'm fucking done, fucking moved on and JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE. I don't need unbalanced pathological liars in my life.