I think I've reached the end of my fuse... I'm running out of excuses to justify how badly I'm being treated...

I really hoped this situation would never come to an ultimatum, but I think monday I'll be collecting my things...

Wish i was worth it.
Wish I was respected.

But I'm not.
And I dont think I can take it anymore.

Oh yeah. On a more positive note.

August 1st.
Birthday Party for the Fuz
Here. Meaning our place.

super heroes.. Do it.

:D

staying away from someone you love is absolute torture...
this 2 weeks is going to be absolute hell...
but just pray for me folks that it'll be worth it... for her first... then for me if theres still room in the book for another person to be happy...

when is it enough ( Read more... )

ever have a night that makes you doubt everything about yourself?
your worth?
your future?
all of it?

not fun... I honestly dont know what to believe right now...

Michael Winslow...

Mike Amends African American twin??

Im starting to think so...

that is all.

Quick updates ( Read more... )

Awesome..
overdrawn on the bank acct... poor as fuck..
And now the tv is possessed by the ghost of christmasFUCKINGRETARDEDSHITHOLE...

My weekend just got infinitely more horrible.

things feel so weird since I'm being bombarded by information I can only pray is wrong and false.

So I've done the only thing I could and thats to ask the source and get my answer once and for all..
I hope my next entry is good news about how love prevails and such...

I hope..

better now..
still feel like the end is coming though..