for some reason, being totally trashed already, i decided to haul ass to a gas station to get more beer before they closed. thankfully they were closed already. as it was, i couldn't ride my bike straight and almost ran into several poles on my way there. i was fucking nuts last night. it was an awesome night, though. thanks for the fun, kids ( Read more... )

having been sick i haven't had coffee, sugar or alcohol in over a week. i just overloaded my body with all of them in 24 hours. i feel like my limbs are only attached to my body by magnets and can easily be removed with a little effort ( Read more... )

okay, no need to get excited... but holy shit, i just got an email from UNC in Chapel Hill about interviewing with them at the end of the month! i really didn't expect them to contact me. they can do a phone interview but i'd so much rather visit the campus and possible my brother mark. oh, wow. i seriously thought getting out of florida was ( Read more... )

woke up for class this morning and almost passed out on my bathroom floor so i decided it was probably best for me to go back to bed. so i skipped the 2nd day of classes. this stresses me ( Read more... )

my mom's in the hospital getting tests done right now. i'd appreciate any good energy or prayers (whatever your preference) in her direction. thanks.

the OT i volunteer with still hasn't sent my recommendation letters or any documentation of my volunteering. i also found out that the application due the first to chapel hill requires 3 essays, one of which needs 5 references ( Read more... )

i had to go to christmas mass tonight. all i could think about was the crazy sex dream i had the night before. (damn, it was hot!) then there were a couple times i had to keep from cracking up from some of the things being said. i'm a heartless human being. oh well.

i kept imagining myself in a massive, multiple car wreck while driving to atlanta tonight. it really freaked me out. it may have something to do with my recent dream of losing control of my car and running into a house. it didn't help that i got this book on tape from the library that was pretty crappy. tom wolfe's hooking up. it seemed like ( Read more... )

i just got an ipod shuffle from my brother for christmas!

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i am never doubting my instinct ever again. it seems that i can read people and am able to figure out when they're trying to hide something. maybe i can recognize their own internal conflict about things before they even realize it. we all have 'tells', maybe i'm a more attentive to them. i feel like i'm crazy when i share what i feel is going ( Read more... )