work was hard today. My manager billy failed to put up the schedule for the next week.... which starts on wednesday (weird huh) anyway. I showed up and a couple other people did too. Even though we werent really required to be there. I wish I hadnt gone. We had one car hop, Tay. we usually have 4 carhops. I felt so sorry for her. It was ( Read more... )

I took the day off from my life today. I slept after I got off work and then I just sat around and reconnected with some of my old highschool friends. It was nice. They tend to make me forget everything bad that has been going on with me. which was a very nice mental vacation for a while. I think I should do this more often. Im going to eat ( Read more... )

I swear to god. Its something else every fucking day. I really wish I had a boring life.
Jennifer

My existance has been really unstable these past few days. But this morning it finally fell apart. Josh and Brandon have no idea what their situation is doing to me. And frankly, I dont think they care. Theyre too involved in this to think of anyone else's feelings. Ive only really talked to one person about it all. My therapist. I think shes ( Read more... )

Josh and I went to cleveland tennessee thursday. we left at like 2:30 in the morning. It was really rough. Barely any sleep and a waste of a lot of money. We crashed for about four hours at an overpriced hotel/dump. i was dead to the world during that time. it was nice. i like hotel rooms. i should do that every once in a while. i have the ( Read more... )

Wow. I didnt realize how much I missed sleep. Life is wonderful. yes. because of sleep.
Jenn

You Are Rain
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*weird abstact poetry that lets everyone know how I feel inserted here*

Jenn

ok. so. I have colorguard tryouts tommorrow. ... im not scared... i dont think. i dont know. I have mixed feelings... thats the story of my life. For those who dont know Being the colorguard was what brought me to georgia southern in the first place. So yeah. its that important to me. so important that I would leave every person I knew ( Read more... )

Ive been staring at this update journal page for ten minutes thinking of what to say. how to say it, rather. my life once again has been turned upside down by fucking parents. I realized it was serious when my dad (conservative christian republican) said the word "fuck". he hung up on me and hours later I was hiding out at Josh and brandon's ( Read more... )