so like Jess has been gone now for a week and I really miss her I can`t wait till she gets back. I wish she was gonna be here for my b-day cause then everyone would be here and nothing will be missing. As far as Riley being back he can go back home b/c he`s just been a total jackass and I don`t feel like dealing with his shit so I`m not goin to, ( Read more... )

So finally, when a certain someone decides to give me shit like they always do, I didn`t take it and I said everything I felt and thought and reminded them of everything they said just 3 weeks ago. And I don`t want to apoligize for the things I said, but I kinda wonder if maybe I was a little to mean about it. There is that possibility but then ( Read more... )

Tonight was rather fun I feel a little drained though, but anyway, lately I`ve noticed somethings...people are sometimes extremely shady (Jess yes this is another one of those guys suck)I just really don`t get how guys are just really fucked up and screw with your head and really have no idea what they want. I`m just not up for the games any more ( Read more... )

Geez,...I am so bored and I can`t get in touch with any of my girls, and I would especially like to get in touch with one of them since she owes me money. Last night I felt kinda bad about ditchin out on my girls at legends even though I`m sure they understand, but I was just really lookin forward to it, cause it`s really not often I get to hang ( Read more... )

Just another slap in the face I`m sick of the bull shit! Really I`m just extremely tired of guys that are pussies and can`t have the balls o just be up front and honest. But it`s really gonna be ok b/c Karma is a bitch, and they`ll get their`s. It just really gets old when sweet girls are gettin hurt it just really blows. If only I would just learn ( Read more... )

I`m soo sleepy but I really just can`t sleep. I kinda feel like maybe something is bothering me but I can`t possibly think of what it could be. It would be great though if i could just pass out right now cause then I can still wake up at 10 and not be tired and get some studying done before my test. But more then likely with my luck that just won`t ( Read more... )

Today is just one of those days where it`s just kinda blah just like yesterday. And I hate when a day is like that, it just makes me really lazy. And just kinda blows, I really need to get some energy b/c that would be great then I wouldn`t feel so lazy

I`m a late night kinda person and I even took a nap today but for some strange damn reason I`m tired as hell maybe it`s b/c I`m gettin ready to hit 19 and since I know it`s the last of my teenager years I`m feelin really old but I don`t like it!!! Where the fuck is all of my energy! I want it back!!

Wow last night was one of those nights where things were just really funny and I wish that I had more of my friends with me to see it too...But at the same time what I did I did I thought was right until I found out someone found out that the person they have liked forever called me wanting to hang out and come get them. When now they are gonna be ( Read more... )

How many times do you have to tell someone to not be clingy, and to not just run back to someone quickly just b/c they still like you. And evrytime they run into a problem with someone for the same damn thing they come running to you on how to fix it and you tell them the same thing everytime, and do they listen NO!!! I mean I just don`t understand ( Read more... )