Still begging for a miracle...

Jul 05, 2007 07:55

As some of you may know, (and most of you may not) I will undergo my final insemination today at 11:30. To say that I have been introverted this time around would be an understatement. I have holed up in my consciousness and tried to draw inner strength and not become a burden to anyone other than myself. To those of you that I love and care ( Read more... )

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malakhgabriel July 5 2007, 12:59:11 UTC
My prayers are with you.

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gsxr600red July 6 2007, 13:10:23 UTC
Thanks so very much!
<3

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traciebee July 5 2007, 13:12:53 UTC
You know that I've been on the donating end, so I can sort of relate to what your going through - at least the emotional aspect of the procedure.

I will be thinking of you and sending positive thoughts your way today. :)

My mom works with DYFS and the stuff that she tells me sometimes breaks my heart and I usually think of you. There are so many people who get pregnant so easily that don't even want the children they have and then someone, like you, has to go though all of this because you want a child so badly. Sometimes life just doesn't seem fair to me - but I have to keep on believing that everything happens for a reason - we just don't know what that reason is at the moment we're in it sometimes.

Now that I've rambled on, I wish the best for you. You deserve it :)

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gsxr600red July 6 2007, 13:13:42 UTC
Thanks Tracie! It's so nice to know that someone sort of understands what it's like. I admire you greatly for being so selfless to donate. I wish more people would see the need.

I really do think I need to get to know you better. :-)

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traciebee July 6 2007, 13:38:14 UTC
I really do think I need to get to know you better. :-)

Me too :)

I'm usually around during the day on AIM/Yahoo/MSN. Feel free to say Hey! :)
My name is iheartpiah on all of those services.

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_chocolatekiss_ July 5 2007, 14:35:21 UTC
Good luck, Mel. I really hope this ends happily for you; you deserve a child more than anyone I know. I'll be thinking about and praying for you today. ♥

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gsxr600red July 6 2007, 13:14:04 UTC
Thank you my sweet Heather!!

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weirdo1221 July 5 2007, 17:51:50 UTC
i wish you much luck! I'll keep you in my thoughts throughout the day. <3

:)

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gsxr600red July 6 2007, 13:14:17 UTC
Thanks Chris!

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cowbell9 July 5 2007, 18:20:27 UTC
I was actually thinking about you this morning before I even read this because of a dream that I had. Anyways, my heart and my strength are with you, and what ever happens, we're all her for you.
<3

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gsxr600red July 6 2007, 13:15:16 UTC
I appreciate it Miranda! And what exactly was this dream you speak of? ;-)

<3

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cowbell9 July 7 2007, 00:29:49 UTC
well I don't want to jinx anything but I dreampt that we were having coffee and you were pregnant....and than we were at disneyworld going on rides and i was like, but mel you CAN'T go on rides, you're prego!!!
um, i have really random dreams....but it was a bit freaky how you made this lj post the next day.

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