Please don't start to smoke. Everyone has stress...although some alot more than others, but you dont need to lower yourself and resort to cigs. "well...first i want to say i love you.... and that i might take up smoking." That’s crap. But anyways, me and Courtney were joking the other day about if you or gray started smokeing ciggarettes. "ew Id break up with him." obviously joking around cuz I figured you werent like that. And I dont mean this in a bad way, but my parents thinking "you're not good enough to them" meaning school wise and that shit,b/c they do like you, just arent impressed with school and shit..but smoking defifintly brings you down alot.Not like they would know, but it would bring you down in my eyes. And, id say im pretty stressed out too. Guess i dont have as many reasons as you, but honestly, i took alot of shit last night from my fucking dad, full blown screaming at me, and i thank god he didnt find out or suspect i was with you because I realized my life honestly would have been fucked. I would have been such a
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well the only sneaking u've done is monday, and u sorta deserve the punishment...it was worth it sorta i guess, but not really...i am gonna do better, i'm gonna start writing stuff down instead of like saying stuff in class to get me in trouble, like if i think of something just write it down, or something, i am really gonna try to do better...the only way to get rid of stress is to sorta do better, but its like i'm not gonna use smoking as just a way to get rid of stress...idk i'm sry but my relationships with everyone is starting to dissapoint me. Bye.
yeah idk im just going to be more optomisitic and do things that suck inorder to be happier in the long run...what do you mean your relationships with everyone is starting to dissapoint you...
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