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[guarapero]

maybe it's the beginning of fall. maybe it's the onset of the cold. but most of the people i've talked to in the past few days seem lost. me included

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[raenaroo]

kill all dreams with debt and depression.

ugh. i don't know how to change either. so many things [using that term loosely . . not speaking of material things] are just beyond my grasp.

we'll get it . . . someday. you seem to be on your way, chris . . don't fret. :x

thanks raena

[guarapero]

it's good to hear that you feel the same way. you can only be so creative at a job where your main function is efficiency. it's also been hard to meet other folk with the same interests as breri and i, when most of my coworkers only care about getting through the day. talking about music with them is like talking in a foreign language. thanks for the support.

xxoo chris

Re: thanks raena

[raenaroo]

AAH! i know what you mean . . people at my work are so involved in talking about what happened on all the reality tv shows and their "soon to be ex's" . . . they think i'm honestly a freak. it feels like high school all over again.

but i relish it . . it makes me feel great in an odd sort of way. i am lacking for people to hang out with here too. i suppose that's why i get obsessive about livejournal . . there are finally people here i share interests with!! even though it's not real . . at this point i could say that's really sad, but i enjoy it, so skrew it! hugs to you and breri.

[anonymous]

dude, i'm not following my dream, i'm hiding. school is for hiding. seriously, you're in a place in your life that i'd kinda like to be. maybe that's the 4 am me looking at a solid weekend full of staying at school and cutting up cardboard for hours on end, pulling an all-nighter or two. you should call us for real when you get back. maybe we can all think up something good to do with our free time, that fulfulls us and all that junk.

jackie