downloaded this song last night.....good song I think ( Read more... )

8 more mf days!!!!! I can't wait to see my baby again, I miss her so freaking much....it hurts sometimes knowing that I can't be with her all the time, but I'm comforted in knowing that she's good to me and wouldn't do anything to hurt me. I love her with all of my heart. NOTHING IS EVER GOING TO GET IN THE WAY OF ME AND HER!!!! nothing and NO ONE ( Read more... )

***NOTE: not rap lyrics...I can write in other genres as well ( Read more... )

I have this really bad feeling deep down inside of me thats making me want to bust out crying...but I don't know what its from or why I have it. I think I hurt Erika's feelings tonight b/c of it...I acted like a jerk when we hung up, but I didn't mean to. God I really hope I'm not scaring her off by the way I act sometimes, I wish I really knew ( Read more... )

I really need to get some stuff offa my chest....like NOW!!!!! I just got off the phone with Erika, and she said that she's going to be drinking again tonight....this is like the 5th night in a row that she's going to be drinking and its scaring me. She said that she doesn't know how it would hurt me b/c I"m way over here and she's way over there, ( Read more... )

Wow.....Last night was definatley not my night at all...everything was going fine untill I hung up with Erika during my lunch break. I stayed out side, watching the rain fall down. Rain makes me really depressed for some reason, but I always like to watch it and just sit and think about things while doing so. So, thats what I did, I sat there ( Read more... )

My baby had a bad day yesterday :( I felt really bad for her and really bad b/c there wasn't anything I could really do....I hate seeing her like that and knowing I can't be there to help comfort her and protect her from things....I tried making her feel better by joking with her, but she wasn't even in the mood for that, which tells you how bad ( Read more... )

Last night I was talking to my baby while I was at work...and I don't really remember what was said or done, but I do remember she told me not to hide my feelings and emotions from her.....Well, I thought about that last night after we hung up...sometimes, yes, I do hide my feelings and emotions and keep them bottled up, the reason I do this though ( Read more... )

I still sit and wonder why sometimes....why she's with me, what it is that she see's in me, I have got to be the luckiest guy in the world and I feel like I take it for granted sometimes. How many people do you know that have found "the one" for them, the one that accepts who you are, the one that loves you for you, the one that has all the answers ( Read more... )

Well, is been another week...only 2 more to go from this saturday...and I'll get to see my baby again!!! I really can't wait, I miss her so much. I'd be so lost if I didn't have her, she makes everything so clear and easy to understand, no matter what it is. The feelings that I have for you are completely undescribable....but I hope everyone in the ( Read more... )