i survived carabana.... with only five wounds, none from fights thu, which is surprising.

one blown knee, 2 large scrapes on back, from ducking in and out of bars, one knuckle deep cut to under-side of ring finger where it attches to hand, and one slice on index finger.

but i'm alive:P

I WANT OUT

started thinking..... and i really need to work on and gain self confidence, its really stating to be visible to me.

and more then likely why i'm having such a big problem with lack of jobs and working on resumes,etc.

sometimes i wonder if my dad will out live me..... sometimes i almost think he might.

off to java to study, and start on the paper.

well, i've survived yet another panicy attack type thing, fun fun....

hmmm, a conversation between me and jason, the head barback at joker has stuck in my mind, and now just figured it out ( Read more... )

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anyone have any secrets they care to share with me???