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[guardtard77]

OK... i just typed this whole damn thing and then did a spell check and somehow deleted the whole thing... so not I am crying cause this is like the freeking iceing on the cake... and if I have bad spelling, i dont give a rats butt cause I know I suck at it, and I am sure you can figure out what I really ment

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[last_chance_314]

Jessie! I second what Megan said. I love seeing you when you come into work, even if it's like ten minutes. I loved hanging out with you and talking at the park that night after we did that Wal-mart run. I know how you feel about feeling like your neglecting your friends, I felt like that for the longest time when I had my Dave problems (and I still freaking have them). I know what it feels like to be "one step behind everyone". God I felt like that for the longest time. I'm getting so worried about college now. Things are starting to come around in my life too, and I'm scared if I go away, I'll be throwing it all away. Enough rambling about myself..If you want to talk ever, you have my #. I actually text you today just to see how you were doing. I'll talk to you later.

-melissa

*bear hugs*

[poika4644]

Hey sweetie!! I am soo sorry you've been so depressed. I send you all my love!
Life here can ben seriously stress full and you're not the only one that feels alone. Since i lost Ash i have no female friends here. I kinda talk with you and I kinda talk with Vivi and that's about it. I feel so alone, even in being in LEADs and HAC. it seems like girls are all just gathering together and I don't seem to fit in with the rest of them. ... but enough of my own personal issues

You do not need to feel bad about not being able to chat with me. If your hella busy i'll deal with it. I want to talk to you to help you. The reason I call and ask to chat is i want you to be able to vent how you're feeling and i'll be a drawing board for your ideas and thoughts.

I wish there wa something I could do about you and James being so terribly far apart. I'll keep yourheart in my thoughts ... if that helps at all.
Love you girlie. You know i'm always 1 floor below you. ;)

Re: *bear hugs* continued

[poika4644]

sorry i left out stuff

[shortguardgirl]

jessie, i love you, and we all miss you down here. if you ever need anyone to talk to you know you can always call. and your always welcome to stay and visit. you were like my older sister, and i look up to you no matter what.
you a pretty, smart, and extremely talented, especially when it comes to guard. you've taught me everything i know, from guard.. to school.. to guys. and i thank you for it.
i hope you feel better, and you should know im always here. i love you bessy!

[tweety911k]

sorry, i've been in vermont, but i love u too! even if u never call me and don't see me when u r here!!! i thought about our trip to ct a lot this weekend! being in -9 degrees and freezing, and a lot of the northern stuff reminded me of the whole thing

[nodamnmercy]

wow jess i must say that im amazed that you would make a post like this. in all the years that ive known you i never thought of you as a person who could get that upset. youve always had this really great perky/ditzy attitude. you have your talents, you have just yet to realize them. you great at guard, and i dont care what you say your a hell of alot better then me at most subjects. and who cares if youve gained some weight? we all do, your still beautiful to me. and even if you were a cow, i wouldnt give a shit. how you look doesnt mean anything to me because you just a good person all around. Fuck Pola, nuff said there. and its good that your keeping yourself busy, less time for you to get into any trouble. i know its hard right now, but jsut think about how much its going to pay off in the future. i know that is cliche' and you probably dont want to hear it, but you know its the truth. when your older and further along in college your going to be able to do so much more then others becuase you worked your ass off now. and as far

[guardtard77]

Hey, thanks JJ... I miss you all lots and I think all this stress is getting to me... I miss you, how is Italy??? love you xoxox later