some awarenesses

Jun 09, 2005 14:03

I guess I've just had an awareness...I realized that I don't want to get close to Chris because I don't want to have to depend on him emotionally...I don't want him to have that "control". I'm so afraid of becoming emotionally vulnerable again because when I did it the last time, I wound up in an abusive relationship, and that thought is very very ( Read more... )

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deseretfirefly June 10 2005, 00:17:11 UTC
OMG! I LOVE STARTING OVER!!! That is the best show on TV! I watch it twice a day- in the mornings on local TV and in the afternoons on TLC. I have learned so much about myself from that show, and it has helped me so much with growing! I'm glad to find another person out there who likes it too!!! :D

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guarigione June 10 2005, 02:29:38 UTC
I LOVE it too! I only watch the hour on TLC, but I DON'T miss a day...it's during Ariyana's naptime, so I REALLY get to enjoy it. I've cried on it many many times, and I too have learned so much about myself from it. :o) Haven't found another (until now) who likes it as much as me...

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deseretfirefly June 10 2005, 05:06:35 UTC
I cry EVERY TIME I watch it! This afternoon, I was crying even during the opening credits! I'm so weird!

Who's your favorite? My old fav is Josie. I miss her. And just when I was really starting to like Kim, she graduated. I think I really like Towanda, even though I didn't at the beginning. I see a lot of myself in... gah! I can't remember her name yet... the messy one. Yeah, she's like me.

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