I want you to know, that I'm happy for you ( Read more... )

You know when I'm a goth, when I drink strawberry smoothie and think to myself, "If I was a vampire I bet this is what blood would taste like..."

Joan ( Read more... )

I dreamt about my sister and Dan along with his new beaux...though it was probably samantha. Freaked me out...disturbing as hell dream.

My mind feels refreshed. The stimulation of my core, in love and life leave me wistfully aware of my present situation. I feel attached to the past in wonderfully nostalgic manners. Music caresses my ears, but in tunes I have not had the pleasure of listening to in years...scents twist through the air and remind me of old fall days, of apples ( Read more... )

Well, I'm not in love, I'm just attracted...I think...I hope...I believe. Faith.
I'm excited. Dating...weird, it was so fast. Might have been too fast...but time will tell whether or not this will work. I hope it does.

I had a dream after forcing unconscious on myself today "concentrate on consciousness ( Read more... )

mortiis makes me happy, his lyrics are just twisted enough, and dark enough to encompass the particularly irksome frustrations that I experience as an existential nightmare.

I learned a valuable lesson today while reading a book for sociology. While I was open and bleeding, and doctors inserted, and twisted, and poked and connected, and cut and sewed me as I laid dying...I was a piece of meat. And in essence, I still am. Another sobering reminder to the fragility of life.

Turn your venom towards yourself!