I believe an old friend once put it best;

'Life is just life, and it's always going to be life, and theres nothing you can do about it.''

Simpler, truer, or more comforting words have rarely been spoken, in my opinion.

Well it was not your fault but mine,
and it was your heart on the line,
I really fucked it up this time, didn't I my dear?
Didn't it my dear?

just great fucking song.. 

On my way to pick up Mom and go visit Eddie in rehab.

Dreading

 Holy man, righteous man, you don't understand... The cuts on me, they run much deeper.

Dear Mother, 
Please die soon... the rest of us would like to get on with our lives.
Many thanks in advance,
Gubsy

 Dear Paul ( Read more... )

What do I do when I wake up at 430 on a saturday morning and find it impossible to get back to sleep? Get stoned and play around on google earth. Oh man, it's soooo good. 

I need serious fucking therapy. 

Staaaacedooooog! You're facebookless, good for you. I love you, so does my liver.

 Went to the doctors for a blood test today before my first doctors appt. in 15 years next week. They called back 4 hours to tell me that my liver is in such bad shape they want me to stop drinking completely for 3 days and then come back to see how bad it actually is. I even thought I'd been taking it easy the past couple of weeks. Yay.