so its 5:40 and i just got up about 20 mins ago. i was so tired from last night.

but anyway my mom  wants me to move my party from friday to saturday. but watever. haha

tonight im goin out with stef, duno where then mayb 2nd street with brady. but i duno.

well imgunna go eat and get a shower.. <33

- Today was our Senior Ski Trip to Fernwood in the Poconos. I havent had that much fun in a long ass time. I had to be at school by 6:50 am. sucks but it was well worth it. We got on the bus and left soon after 7. It took about 2hrs to get there but it wasnt so bad. The bus ride up we watched I Robot and i sat with Gabe and then Dom. So ( Read more... )

today sucked. my days have been really sucky lately. and ive been having ALOT on my mind.. everything sucks, i really hope things get better... they probly wont... i dunt think he wants anything to do with me.

im also 'frustrated' if u catch my drift.... i miss 'it' and the feelings that came along with it. i want it back. so bad.

b-day is now in ( Read more... )

im such a bum... i didnt go to school today and my dad is pissed but he will get over it.. my mom doesnt care...

ive been up since 10:30 and i cleaned and all... i didnt go to bed until after 4 cuz i was up all night thinkin and cryen and.... well anyway it sucks stayen home bc there is noone else home and nothing to do. but i think im goin to ( Read more... )

i am a complete mess... i need help...

today i stayed in and i shouldn't of.. i thought about alotta things... sucks ass to think as much as i did..

prom- probly not gunna go if the person i realy wanna take doesnt wnana go with me...

life- sux...ur not in it... so its not worth having...

friends- boOo except like stef n all

family- hate my dad.. wat else is new

i need to go to bed ( Read more... )

this song is stuck in my head, i duno why, so i thought i'd share it with the 3 people that actually read this....haha

"Going Crazy"

Ever since the day you went away and left me ...lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the ( Read more... )

its about that time; updating time that is.

last night i didnt do much, i just stayed in all night with the Fam., wasnt boring at all haha -2night i went to stefs and had so much fun and now im sitting here with a big hunk of chocolate cake yummmy, i dont normally eat chocolate, but yes, its that time of the month... bOoo on being a woman haha.. ( Read more... )

"It's the possibility that keeps you going, not the guarantee."

so true....

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you and
things we used to do
Follow me there, a beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a ( Read more... )