for the birds

[guerillapoo]

people suck, they make me frown. it is also great to have your friend diss on you and be totally serious, when the diss was unprovoked. maybe it was that i wasnt able to come see him? who knows, well i guess he is the only one. and maybe i am the trendy mother fucker, but i dont sugarcoat my friendships. i cant wait until i can move away from

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[brookey333]

I hope 'she' makes you happy Joe! You deserve it...:-D

[evilxmonk]

First of all: Our friendship of 7 years, has been anything but solid

[guerillapoo]

I don't know what to say to something like that, but you honestly made me cry. Feel better?

[evilxmonk]

The intent of that message, was not to make you cry. Don't turn this into another pity-party. The intent of that message was to try and induce conscienceness in you, to make you realize that you are fucking up something that isn't easily repaired, and you need to get it together.

[guerillapoo]

The intent of my message was not to induce self pity, the intent of my message was to show how hurtful "Our seven years of friendship has been anything but solid" was. And yes, you were successful, I went outside smoked a few cigarettes, and realized that I am a complete fuck up, and why someone as savage as me should exist. I'm not looking for your pity, or anyone eles's. But you're right, I fucked something up, that I can't fix. Now, I don't know what to do, or where to go from here. Ryan I love you, you are one of the greatest friends I could of ever asked for. See you, I'm happy for you, and Chris for that matter. You guys have your shit together, me, I just throw it to the wall, and hope I don't find it underneath all of the other shit I have thrown against the wall. I'm not going to stop considering you my bestfriend, nothing that you are able to do will stop that, ever. And if you don't want this friendship anymore, just say the word. If I am dragging you down, and keeping you from doing great things, get rid of my