I'm still dealing with the thought of loosing my grandma. I haven't really been able to focus on anything and I got shit to do. I did come up with a good logo for the new collection company which felt really good. Have any of you heard that song on my my space. I can't get enough it. I usually get sick of a song by now. I seen some old friends ( Read more... )

My grandma (real fathers mom) has stage 5 cancer and has about a month to live. I've had many different feelings since I heard. I'm going back to NJ to say my goodbye's to her. I will most likely go back for the funeral as well. This really sux. I never really been though this before. She is such an amazing person. One could really learn alot from ( Read more... )

The older I get the more I'm thankful for the group of great friends that have helped me somehow. Whether its there advise or some of little antics that bring a smile to my face. I told everyone that I wanted to move someday but I don't know if I could ever bring myself to leave behind the great relationships that I've built here ( Read more... )

Things are good. I have my hands in many different pots. I'm tried of certain people but I can't just jump ship yet. So i'm just chillin as of now. I have alternate plans just in case, no matter who I'm dealing with.

This is not going to make sence to most of you ( Read more... )

Well now I ahh get a call from john at 7am. Kim is in labor. I get up take a shower get dressed and fly over to the hospital. So I get there and I'm walking around the hospital lost. When someone asks me if they can help me. I say Kim astle room. I just wanted to ask john were everyone was waiting. To my surprise everyone was in the room with Kim ( Read more... )

I'm sick and it sux. Yesterday I took off from work. Today I came in at 12 and getting what I need to get done is like pulling teeth..

I found the secret. The allergy nightmare is over. I take a pill in the morning that is non drowsy. Equate makes it. Then I take a pill at night that does make me drowsy. Also called equate. Since I've been doing that I've been allergy free. Now I just hope this nose heals and stops fucking bleeding every other day ( Read more... )

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!!!! My alergies are out of control. This is the worst its ever been and now my nose is bleeding.. AHHHH I don't know if its me cause of the golfing I've been doing this year or if its just this year ( Read more... )

I'm filed with eagerness. I want this certain life so bad. I feel I can't REALLY enjoy anything till I have it. I'm capable of so much more. I need to get to that point. The sun will rise tomorrow and I get up every morning wondering if this will be the day. What opportunity awaits me. I didn't kinda step in shit with this one thing. I just don't ( Read more... )