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Mar 08, 2005 13:08

so, today was pretty hard. not as hard as i thought tho, but still. first of all, i forgot to set my alarm clock last nite. surprisingly i still got up at like 630, which isnt that bad, and i dont know how. i felt really depressed and shit, and everyone was asking me what was wrong and all that shit, but i didnt feel like talking about it. my ( Read more... )

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anonymous March 8 2005, 21:54:02 UTC
Jess .. you dont exactly KNOW me but i know you dont like me .. but just i wanna talk to you and clear things up .. comment back here if you have any idea .. i just wanna clear some things up and everything .. comment back on here for my AIM sn

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guitargirlie122 March 9 2005, 20:02:41 UTC
Clear things up??? What needs to be cleared up??? And you're right, I don't like you, I fucking can't stand you. And I don't want to know you, nor would I ever like you if I did get to know you. You make me fucking sick, but I'm sure you're proud of that. And obviously there's only one person this could be, so why is it that when you were asked if it was you that posted, you said no? That's really immature...
But, im curious what exactly you need to "clear up", so what's your sn?

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eternalsilences March 9 2005, 03:01:46 UTC
hey my love i hope things will get better :):) i will do everything i can to help you get through this im sorry you feel this way and i love my beautiful wonderful best girlfriend ever :):):):):) i cant wait to see you and i cant wait to hear your voice again :) yay

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guitargirlie122 March 9 2005, 20:04:47 UTC
thanks baby <3

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eternalsilences March 10 2005, 19:36:59 UTC
anytime hun you know i love you and last night helped alot i am soooo glad i came to see you and i had lots of fun :) you mean the world to me

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Listen Jess .. anonymous March 10 2005, 00:11:02 UTC
alright listen .. ACTUALLY that was my friend Shannon who posted that bc she knows how i felt bc of what happened and how much i hate when people r mad at me .. but since you said all that fucking shit .. haha fuck that .. you wanna be a little bitch and start stuff go ahead .. i just wanted to talk to you about somethings .. not be your little best friend .. i wanted to 'clear' things up bc you seem pretty upset .. and believe me .. i know how it feels in your situation .. ive been through it .. and thinking about it now .. i wish i could take back what happen .. you and jeff seem awesome together and i know he really likes you from what hes told me and from some of the things ive read on here you obviously really like him .. i just got caught up in the moment and i can see why you hate me .. and to tell you the truth .. i dont blame you one bit .. i know you and jeff really like eachother and i respect that .. i had a little talk with him last night .. so lets see who the immature one is? hm yeah .. YOU .. bc im trying to set ( ... )

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Re: Listen Jess .. guitargirlie122 March 10 2005, 02:22:44 UTC
you're trying to set things straight so you get your friend to post something for you because you couldnt do it yourself, yeah you proved to me that you're VERY mature. and the fact that im acting deffensive about this, hun, is not out of immaturity...how exactly would you like me to act? should i order some flowers for you right now because you want to set things straight?? and you wouldnt have had to set things straight if you wouldnt have done anything in the first place... and if you know how it feels then why did you do it? i really dont care if you got caught up in the moment, you didn't have time to think about that on friday after your lovely time at the mall? oh wait you did, but it seems like you wanted to push things further...thats not 'caught up in the moment' in case you didnt know. and by the way, im not starting anything...you're the one that started this in the first place in case you forgot. and the only thing you can do to make things right is by taking back what you did, but wait you cant do that ( ... )

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Re: Listen Jess .. anonymous March 10 2005, 02:44:44 UTC
Okie dokie .. so .. where should i start? i had to run out to get some things with a few friends and then i walked in my room as soon as you signed off .. lol.. so hopefully soon we can stop this talking through your journal stuff ..wow .. there are SO many things i wanna say to you lol .. not in a bitchy way either .. and theres SO many things i wanna explain to you .. but im not gonna do it over this .. i just want it to be between me n you kay? im usually always online so hopefully you can catch me when im actually at my computer lol .. i just .. its not a want anymore .. its i need to .. talk to you .. i was reading the first paragraph you wrote and i was like omg wtf will i ever get through to this girl lol .. then i read the second one and was like .. wow .. shes not so bad lol .. that def, changed my opnion about you .. and you can ask anyone that knows me .. im def. not all about holding grudges ect. with people .. i just need to talk to you and get some things off my chest so we dont have this little fight goin on .. so ctach ( ... )

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Re: Listen Jess .. anonymous March 10 2005, 17:07:41 UTC
WITH A SCREEN NAME LIKE THAT~~~>OxFaBuL x ASSxO I WOULD SAY THAT
1. YOU ARE FAR FROM MATURE, AND A LITTLE TOO MUCH INTO YOURSELF, WHEN..YOU DEFINENTLY HAVE NO JUSTIFICATION IN THAT! AT ALL! N A S T Y
2. THE PERSON YOU WANT FORGIVENESS FROM REALLY SHOULDN'T FORGIVE YOU OR FORGET. YOU SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT YOU DID WHILE YOU WERE DOING IT. SHAME ON YOU .
AND AS FOR GURL...STAY COOL....PLEASE DON'T LET THE INTRUSIVE ONE IN YOUR LIFE..IT WILL JUST CAUSE YOU MORE HELL. SCREW HER FORGIVENESS,,,LET HER LIVE WITH HER OWN MISTAKES, TALKING TO YOU WILL MAKE HER FEEL BETTER???? AND GET IT OFF HER CHEST? ( WHICH, SHE DOESNT EVEN HAVE ONE! :) FORGET THAT..SHE ISN'T WORTH YOUR TIME! GOOD LUCK

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..... anonymous March 10 2005, 19:34:10 UTC
wow as much as i love cat fights this is bad....jess jeff truely loves you and nothing can change that i spent a while talkin to him about it and trust me he truely does love you and what he did can not be explained why but he wants to try to reconcile things and i hope everything works out for you two. and for you two fighting i mean i see the fight has calmed down but still jess has every right to be a bitch to you and to hate you and dess you seem very deffensive and kinda immature (even though you are showing signs of bein more mature) so yeah i said this and good bye

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Re: ..... guitargirlie122 March 10 2005, 20:34:16 UTC
thanks for that, and yeah we're working things out...i care too much about him to just not try to work things out with him, altho this is his only chance...i love you jeff <3

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guitargirlie122 March 10 2005, 20:42:13 UTC
btw i would REALLY appreciate if people who post annymously can maybe leave a name?? yeah i know its not the point of annymous posting but people are pointing fingers...and yeah. or w/e, i guess if you dont want to say who u are you dont have to, but if you dont care...a name would be stellar. :)

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