i have an art history paper due at 10:10am on wednesday, and i really haven't even thought about it yet. i just keep thinking about writing songs and playing shows and relationships...more specifically my lack of relationship. not that i want a relationship, in fact that is the last thing i want, i just don't like watching the entire world pair ( Read more... )

jon and i were talking about this song earlier. carrie brownstien used to have so much more angst back in her excuse 17 days. i just wrote a journal entry, but these are the lyrics, mostly because i think jon wants to read them, and it makes me feel like carrie brownstein knows how i feel ( Read more... )

i've fallen deeply into my pre-show tortured artist alter-ego. less than 48 hours and i will be standing behind a microphone at a venue i've never seen before. i thought i was nervous, but it hasn't really hit me yet. i'm more nervous about all the plans we made working out tomorrow. i hope there are actually people there to see us, i hope ( Read more... )

i am feeling trapped by this campus. i feel like nothing ever goes on here anymore. i think this always happens this time of year. the semester is coming to an end, and all the work i put off all semester has to get done somehow. the problem is that now it's spring and it's nice outside, a rare occurrence in new england. i still have yet to ( Read more... )

i just got back from attempting to study with jaime in the basement. i was doing well with my french homework, she tried to understand econ...but it turned into her throwing her pen at me. we tried to leave, but we got caught up in the 3rd floor stairwell again. we ended up talking about leaving for 15 minutes...that's what always happens. this ( Read more... )

i just read jeff's entry, and he said a lot of what i was going to say. about how good jaime is at stating her beliefs on political matters. her and i seem to basically agree as far as politics go, but the fact that she was able to change the way jeff thought about politics was impressive. i guess that's what stpec majors are for. i felt like ( Read more... )

i just returned from seeing the movie "blow". i had no real expectations for it, and i left it not feeling much of anything. i quickly becoming disillutioned with new line cinema. it was one of the few semi-indie distribution companies whose films would show up in non-independant theaters, and when being stuck in a town far from a city without a ( Read more... )

jaime and i did the impossible tonight...we got school work done together. i haven't felt such a sense of accomplishment in a long time. i forgot what it was like to actually do french homework and retain knowledge. i think it was something about both of us knowing that we had to get the work done that made us so productive. i now know more ( Read more... )

i was tired at 8pm today, then i drank two cups of coffee, now i can't sleep, and it's not the coffee that's keeping me up. i don't want to go to bed, but i really don't feel like being awake either. i haven't really studied for the exam i have tomorrow, i've been too busy with my real journal and writing emo songs on the guitar. i am feeling ( Read more... )

jaime came back from providence today, and i saw her for about five minutes at most. we were outside smoking a cigarette and about 30 seconds after lighting them, JC shows up. "here comes the drama," were the first words out of her mouth. at least we all have a good sense of humor about the whole thing. once the three of us were all standing ( Read more... )