I feel really agitated and restless and I want something to happen but I don't know what. I keep running instead of walking, and biting my nails. It's like I want to do something wild and uncalled for to release the tension, but I don't want to deal with any aftermath. It's like I can't sit still and I have butterflies in my stomach and this ( Read more... )

NOTE: I wrote this entry yesterday, but I didn't post it, so I'm doing so today ( Read more... )

Almost exactly a year ago, I wrote in an entry, "All I want is for him to be true, and prove me wrong and NOT be a Justin, not just be a charmer who doesn't mean the things he says in the way I think he does ( Read more... )

It is Christmas Eve and I am very sad. Thanks.

Today was a day. First of all, I had to stay up all night finishing a paper, for the same class I had a final in today. I got it done, and then took the final on almost no sleep and no food....it actually wasn't very hard, but my stomach was growling the whole time and my hand was hurting from writing because it was a 3 hour essay test...after ( Read more... )

"Will you still be here when I get back?" I ask ( Read more... )

I don't know what I want or what I'm doing.

I wish that just once, I could know that I'm the last thing he thinks about before he falls asleep.

To Helena, mainly, but also to myself and anyone else who feels like this ( Read more... )

I am only posting this to demand that Midori start writing in her Livejournal again like everyone else, because I miss her hilarious posts.

Soooo it has been a long time again since I wrote in this. This year at school is really different. In the beginning of it, I was really sort of sad and lonely, because it's not the same...my friends are not all around all the time, all the girls live on different floors of my building, and the boys are a whole two blocks away. I miss walking ( Read more... )