The uncertainty is so painful

[gumby_145]

welllll so an update

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[gumby_145]

I would agree except she made the decision after being home for more than 2 months and things had calmed down a lot. We've missed each other terribly the whole 5 months. She thought long and hard about the decision back in august and I guess she's gonna think long and hard about it again. And you are right, it's very wrong for me to beg her to come back for my sake. I did that at first and realized it was a shitty thing to do. No matter what, I'm gonna be ok. It's just gonna be a painful wait.

[courtasaurusrex]

:/