No matter what good happens in my life I'm still upset and there is something that ruins my day every day. I'm upset, I'm alone, everyone has someone, and not speaking in boyfriend terms, but everyone has best friends and whatever and then there is me...."Hi"*waving in the background...the lonely girl people pretend to like* oh well. i guess i've ( Read more... )

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I'm sure everyone is tired of me bitching or complaining about my life, so I will stop. I have learned now that I just need to keep my mouth shut. I'll continue with the happy facade, because it at least makes people pretend to like me. I just have to say one last "depressing" thing. Why is it that whenever you want someone to come find you, or to ( Read more... )

i hate my life i wish i were dead i made so much progress this past week for what....for jack shit. i'm right back at square one and probably even worse. i hate the way i act i hate everything i do i wish i were invisible to everyone for real, since i am constantly treated that way. no sympathy please. i'm the girl who gets left out of EVERYTHING, ( Read more... )

why does everyone ignore me?!?!?!?! they yell at me to get IM and then NOBODY talks to me. THANKS A LOT GUYS...appreciate it. See if I care...See if you care when I go die or something because I think everybody hates me. So there.

So I've come to the conclusion that I now have an addiction other than caffiene. Toys. It all started out innocently with my interest in PEZ dispensers, then it came to Monkey VS Robot toys...and now there are more toys that I just must collect. They are beautiful. I'm officially obsessed. Somebody help me. I'm poor and I must have these toys. Is ( Read more... )

yay. I've been tired all day. I almost fell asleep in my old testament class...and then I sat on my ass in computer class. Then I had to suffer through english...joy. But it's all good. I took two naps, my two best friends are obsessed with Tiger Army thanks to me, and I'm in a massive amount of pain. Life is good. Did a bunch of laundry and it's ( Read more... )

Oh oh oh tonight was a fucking bitch. Social D Tiger Army show...yay...right?Or not because Social D canceled because Mike Ness was sick. Which I completely understand b/c his voice is totally the reason why I love them, but I was still super pissed/depressed, but then they were like, The Explosion and Tiger Army will still play, and it's a free ( Read more... )

Total flash back from the singing penguin. I'm in such a good mood! Went to a softball game, took pics of guys' butts for audrey andmorgan, although morgan's dude didn't turn out so well. Then me and tina were finding a parking spot, and there was a black kitty walking around so I took pics of it. It was super great. I did a lot of homework...kind ( Read more... )

So I had a talk with my mom tonight that I totally never expected to have. I told her all about how I was and how I think about what people think about me. I feel relieved after crying for about 50 minutes straight. It's okay, I'm glad she knows, I just don't want her to worry about it as much as I know she will. I feel a lot better knowing that ( Read more... )