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I need some distraction, oh beautiful release...
I'm at such a low right now that I didn't even realize I was falling before it was too late ( Read more... ) -
Like a handprint on my heart...
I have a lot of things I want to say about this, but I don't want to go into detail tonight. Maybe later.
I'm losing it because I don't know how to be a good person and a good friend and how to handle this situation.
We take care of each other. I just don't know what I am going to do when she's gone. -
Ice skating and "fat! fat fat fat fat fatty fat!"
Had a wonderful night ice skating and movie watching, but not enough energy to explain in detail ( Read more... ) -
May your days be merry and bright, and may all your Christmases be white...
One of the pros to having an 8 year old brother is that every Christmas, Santa Claus still comes to town. And that's something to cherish, since the kid is getting older, and this could easily be the last Santa-filled Christmas for the Bush family. One of the cons is that you get pulled out of bed at 5:45 am to open presents. Now, I love waking up ( Read more... ) -
Free at last, free at last...
Well, there ya have it. My first semester at Washington University....done. Was it hard? Hell yes. But did I enjoy it? Hell yes. I actually got to realize that I still love learning, I just needed the right professors and classes to motivate me. Mono sucked, the film final was RIDICULOUS and other things were no good, but I finished. AND, if I go ( Read more... ) -
How completely irrational...
I promise to have a real live, happy update soon. Life is good, I just keep having these sleepless nights where I can only think of negative things ( Read more... ) -
I'd rather be none-the-wiser...
This was actually written last night, December 3 at 9:30PM, but had no internet connection:
I just know something is going on. I need to trust, I know that. But something just isn't right about this situation, I can tell. Why am I so hurt when nothing has even happened? I hate gut instincts... -
Oh yeah, you do look sick... -thanks.
Day 8 of being sick. Day 5 of having a high fever. I can't get anything done. I took my stat exam today and missed my other classes. Do you realize how big a deal that is? I don't miss class. It just doesn't happen. This is not good. I am so going to fail and wind up back at Fontbonne. Oh well, at least I can graduate there in under a year, ( Read more... ) -
I do not like shivering...
My parents came and picked me up to have lunch today, since its parents' weekend. I felt icky last night, but somewhat okay this morning, so I went. Especially since my symptoms have been so random and weird that I don't know how to explain them to someone anyway. The backs of my eyeballs hurt... like whatever muscle or retina or optic nerve or ( Read more... ) -
No, let's do partners that are across to the diagonal... wait, what are we doing?
Wednesdays are the longest days ever. And though I appreciate the lovely student healthcare here at school (sooo much more professional than the ridiculous ice-pack giving people at mizzou), I did not appreciate waiting off and on for two hours to be seen by two different doctors who diagnosed me with exactly what I knew they would and prescribed ( Read more... )