I don't have much time to write, but James tried to teach Ryan "Blue Steel" last night at my family's birthday celebration for me, and I simply had to share the results, check it out here: http://homepage.mac.com/lollipoprincess/PhotoAlbum4.html

I'm exhausted and confused and overthinking things, so I'm going to make this short. I just wanted to say "thank you" so much to everyone who called, messaged, and especially spent time with me on my birthday and made me feel special. I wasn't expecting anyone to really acknowledge it all that much, but my expectations were very much exceeded by my ( Read more... )

Ahh guilt...a wonderous emotion. Everytime I hang out with this group (however few of us there are) I am reminded of how things have changed, mostly on account of me. She used to be the fun one who organized things and made everything party-party...now its impossible for us to all hang out together. And I hate it, I hate that I took that away from ( Read more... )

I really really needed tonight. I have been missing everyone so much, so this was just perfect. I honestly have the best friends in the world. And I love that we can go weeks without seeing each other and go back just like everything was before as soon as we get together again. I love you guys soooooo much! Thank you once again for reminding me of ( Read more... )

Sigh. I am so very lucky...so very blessed. Tonight is proof. God works in the craziest ways, seriously. It is just incredible to me how a string of very trying and complicated events can all lead to something truly wonderful...

Now if only I could piece together the other aspects of my life...

So much to talk about, but I'm too tired to even get into most things going on right now. So I'll just stick with what is on my mind right now ( Read more... )

Why didn't she say anything to me? Why didn't ANYONE say anything to me? Like...in the beginning of all this. She was almost the first person to know what was going on, if she would have said something THEN, well...I would have backed off. Okay, you know what, I'm not even going to pretend to be such a great friend that I wouldn't have even ( Read more... )

Tonight was...amazing.

"What day is it and in what month? This clock never seemed so alive."

I am so very sleepy. But I just wanted to say that the past week has been awesome. Rehearsal is going great, we are really making progress. Not only that, but when we all went out the other night to Denny's, we seriously became much closer. Even if its b/c we found out way more info than we cared to about certain people, I am so glad I didn't ( Read more... )

I am so sleepy and have to open at PBK tomorrow morning, goodness gracious ( Read more... )