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[gumibearmasacre]

I pretty much make myself cry.. i bring this upon myself. the choices i make... maybe im crazy to think he can actually change. I just want it so bad. I want him so bad to be different and to just treat me like i deserve to be treated... maybe i should just let him go... god its so hard. i really wish i had strength

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[idratherbeinluv]

amber reading this reminded me of every single entry i wrote when sean and i werent happy. like word for word - i feel ya! you do have strength, if you can live through what youve gone through, youre already stronger than 3/4 of the people i know, so theres a start. if you arent happy, change it. take a risk- if it doesnt work out, im more than positive you can go back to this. i did, but everything changed for me. hopefully it does for you too- being treated like shit isnt fun at all.