Kiros.. Kiros.. -loves- me.  OMFG.  -takes a deep breath-

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Mmm'kay.  Not that I have that out of my system.  I think I need some time to wear off.  He's been in love with me for nineteen years.  I.. gods, this is just.  No no no.. don't misread me.  I'm not hurt or disappointed or anything like that.

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I am still here..  just well..  still stuck in my room.  Don't wanna come out of it right now.  Good thing that Ward's bringing me food.  How long can I keep this up.  I might come out.. maybe.  I don't know.  I'm confused.    There is nothing too weighty for me to discuss right now... except that I made it to Level 49 on Space Invaders ( Read more... )

Until further notice I'm not coming out of my room.  Not for Ward, not for Kiros, not for the Council..  I'm going to lay here on my bed, play video games and figure out some way to make myself feel better.  I hate online journals... -_-  I hate emotions..  I'm going to crawl under blankies and not come out.. ever ( Read more... )

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Never ever post a meme -ever- again.

I have learned my lesson.. that many people read into it.  Maybe I'll just like take em and just make them private or something.

Okay so I got lost again ( Read more... )

Just woke up and I'm almost ready to head back to Esthar.  Just quickly posting off an email to Kiros telling him that if' I'm not back in three days, to send out a search party. (though I know he's gonna do that anyways), getting my tunes ready for the drive back as well as an inexhuastible supply of caffienated beverages and peanut butter and ( Read more... )

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I am fatally addicted to LJ Memes... *sighs*

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Well I've had an insightful conversation with Quistis Trepe, and I think everything's gonna be okay.  Of -course- it's gonna be okay.  I've no doubt about that but you never know.  I also found out that I've worried Kiros quite a bit.  Not in that order though.  I promise.  Kiros latched onto me via AIMs the MOMENT I signed on.  It made me ( Read more... )