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So today, was on the whole, a pretty crap day. Im starting to think a lot of my long term friendships with people (weirdly enough mostly with girls) are falling apart and its mostly MY fault in doing so. I think Hyun is mad at me, but it wasn't my FAULT (well completely) I mean, I guess I was in the wrong for not defending her when she and my other friend were arguing with each other, but I just DON'T want to get involved.but maybe thats not the whole reason, maybe I just didn't want to say anything because the guy who Im seriously started to get infatuated with was sitting right there looking at us and I didn't want to get involved in an argument that was as petty as it was. And Hyun was already kind of upset, and right after class, she just left without saying goodbye and I didn't go after her.
which puts me right up there in terms of being a shitty friend.