i am getting a genuinely happy feeling from her. please don't let this go away.

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My teacher did not show up for class today, atleast not yet so after 20 minutes of waiting i left. now im in macomb south campus's amazing library....im lying.


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so i don't know how many people out there heard i was moving far far away to Dryden(45min-1hour drive), but as of Friday my dad canceled the deal because he still had tell march 16 to close on it. so im staying here for now and my dad's just going to keep looking. im happy and disappointed...i was looking forward to that new house excitement but ( Read more... )

life is over, at least you'd think it was after a bad weekend or a loss in your life, but really your only 18 years into life and should be living everyday like its your last, but that's easier said then done when you know tomorrow you'll still be here.

really cant sleep, posting 2nd entry for the night and if you know me i rarely post ever much less twice in one night, i was reading old lj entrys and found this one and realized this is how i use to think and this is the part of me i miss most and want back ( Read more... )

i have been at a loss for sleep lately, i havnt been going to bed tell about 4 or 5 and wake up at about 10. star wars was my excuse but im done watching them and now i just cant sleep. tv is boring, maybe i should read....yeah wow i just thought of that i need to catch up on 1984 anyways.

other then that life is swell, full of choices as well

its not cool to listen to hardcore anymore i guess.....well you can suck my balls.....

hmmm:/ i could be doing better at life.....just need some motivation...i guess

i like days like this....i feel ive found some new closure on life. it happens every once and awhile when something haunting me and my past will come back but it'll come back in a good way, or apologize even when i've already put it in the past and forgotten but it just feels good. i feel one day everything that has ever gone wrong will have its ( Read more... )