"Milkshake, milkshake,
I love to feel ya sweat.
We don't have to go to the pool,
If you want me to make ya wet.
Can you keep a secret?
'Cause the best secrets are kept,
And you're my best little secret yet."
~Louis XIV, Pledge Of Allegiance

"Wow, in a year, I'm going to graduate.
I'll be a college graduate!
....I'm not gonna know a damn thing!"

~Me to myself

I am proud of myself.. Not because I wasn't mad as hell (because I definitely was)... but because it would have been a lot worse a year ago. I think I might actually be making progress on this whole fixing my problems thing.

So there I was, standing over his grave, laughing at the obsurdity of what was happening. Laughing, laughing, laughing...
I ( Read more... )

I can't believe I do the things that I do sometimes. C'mon. What the fuck ( Read more... )

Dinner went much better than I thought it was going to, which was pretty nifty.
Also, glad to see that it appears that people are making up. :D We're all different and no one's perfect... we all need to get used to it.
A couple of people ditched us.. which is annoying, but oh well. :P
I harass all ya because that's the way I show that I care. Odd, but ( Read more... )

"Queen dependency is cowering, please don't be confused.
You're vacant and submissive, receptive to abuse,
Virtue isn't tangible, and sense of self is dated.
Names constant on your cracked lips are now eviscerated.
Your spine is made of metal,
And your veins electric tape,
And all along an impulse lights at random in your face.
Cough up an offering ( Read more... )

How foolish do you have to be to say "You are the perfect guy." to someone?
And y'all wonder why my ego is way out of control.
And why do people always tell me about the worst parts of their lives?
I'm not gonna lie, I saw it coming from a mile away... well, not the extremes, just the situation.

I'm still trying to convince myself that he's not leaving ( Read more... )

I'm going to Fremont motherfuckers.

I hate him because I'm going to miss him.

I'm going to miss him just like I miss every decent guy that has walked through my life.

In, then out.

It's what they do.

Not really, it's usually me that's walking away. Walking away and leaving my warpath behind me.

It's what I do.

Have I mentioned that my mood swings have been way too fucking out-of-control ( Read more... )

Cydd, you'll appreciate this story since you'll know who I'm taking about.

So, was filing away like I do at work, and Dr. Shafer comes up to me and starts asking me about med school. She asks me my GPA and MCAT scores.. whether or not I have clinical experience, whatever.

She then tells me that she is The Assistant Dean of Admissions for the College ( Read more... )