Im so sick of feeling like complete and udder shit ( Read more... )

im on a rampage. fuck you. i dont know why i liked you, or why i went out with you. i thought this wouold be different, and i would be happy. i fell in love with you, and right now i can honestly say that falling in love with you, was the biggest mistake i have ever made. ive made a lot of mistakes in my past, mostly with you. i never asked for you ( Read more... )

i never fully understood why i was so jealous. i never understood how i could be so jealous like that. but this morning, i realized something. i realized it wasnt me who got so jealous, it was you who made me like this. that first time, when you kissed her, i was crushed. you lied straight to my face, and when i found out that you guys were ddoing ( Read more... )

so today i probably recieved the best advice i can get ( Read more... )

"im sorry ( Read more... )

So one minute im up, the next im down. i cant decribe what your doing to me, but i really wish for you to stop it. i dont know anything at this point. all i know is that i love you, and i want us to be together, but i guess that wont happen. even when i look at another guy, you get mad with me ( Read more... )

Its been over a week and im doing okay.
i can live without you as my boyfriend.

but secretly, i want you back. i miss you.
i miss everything,

and its funny because, we still act the same way as we use to.

i miss you,
i love you.

Another day, more tears. We broke up last night night, and im feeling more pain as i go throughout the day. I dont know if im going to be okay, but i know that getting everything out and not keeping it bottled up, helps me. When i talk about something, and get everything out, it makes me happy to know that your listening to me, and to what i have ( Read more... )

I dont know where it went wrong. But all i know is that i deserve to be treated differently. Im not sure whethere your going to just shrug this off, or if its actually over. I dont want it to be over, and i dont want you to just shrugg this off. It needs to hit you hard like everything hits me hard. ITs time for me to stop apologizing to you, and ( Read more... )

Im crying, I just read over what I want you desperatly to see ( Read more... )