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recently i've come to the realization that i have no real friends. which i guess kind of sucks but it's okay. really, it is. and i don't want to get like 42958432 comments saying "i love you britt, i'm your friend" because you know what? when i "ran away" or whatever, and ended up having to sleep in a fucking basement on a concrete floor, where were my friends? when my mom beat the shit out of me for staying out all night, where were my friends?
exactly.
and i'm not even mad about it. i spend my time with myself, and it's okay because i'm getting to know myself a lot better. no one has called me since i've been home, or came over, with the exception of mike bush and he doesn't count because he's.. him. yuck. i haven't talked to derek since we broke up, but that's probably for the better because i don't want to find myself thinking about him because i'll get sad. my mom gave me a photo album and i was putting pictures in it, and i put the ones of derek in it and i got upset about it. same thing when i found the note he wrote me.
anyway, i don't even like anyone right now. and i'm really alright with it. i don't need the drama. that's another thing. the fact that i'm not around people and i didn't have a computer for over a week kept the drama away from me. which was nice. and just like i knew, as soon as i was back online, i had to deal with the drama on aim and lj and shit because people are immature. but whatever, i don't care.
i bought ghost world on dvd last night. =) and i love taking pictures. mmhm.
i think that's about all i have to say.