Keep Up The Good Fight...yrucryingApril 18 2005, 17:59:20 UTC
It's good for the soul to be alone....i promise....and it looks like you're already seeing the benifits of being alone...
and i understand about not being able to be someones everything, but there is no reason to fear or fret, because when you find the peorson that needs you to be all these thngs, you'll have a good enough hold on yourself to be able to find the strength to provide for that person all those characteristics.
and i laughed out loud at the egg thing....
hahha, "i'm sorry i keep dropping you"! it's so true though....i don't understand it...
but one MUST break the eggs to get to the gooey center that everyone loves to eat.....
All the gucking eggies.guppyiiiApril 18 2005, 18:31:36 UTC
Ok, so say I'm me and everyone else I know is an egg. For whatever reason, I'm carrying all the eggs I know...and I know a bunch of eggs. Since I can't put down any of the eggs and I'm still going about my everyday life, I end up dropping one or two. I NEVER mean to drop an egg. I don't want to hurt it or make a mess. ...but I do, because I'm not perfect and can't catch all the falling for the sake of the eggs still in my arms.
Simply put, I try not to hurt people, but I do it anyway, despite my wanting to carry them all.
As a word of warning, you might want to take a restraining order out on derek. In an e-mail to me he blatantly threatened you. I can show it to you if you desire.
I got your message...it's probably telling me that I am a failure at the college system and that I am a failure at going to take that damn rising junior exam that I forgot about again. chin up, you have to look after yourself first, anyone who gets hurt in the process while you are looking out for you, is taking something personally they shouldn't. Who's this "Derek" character that has it out for you? Do I need to have someone killed? I'll come over tomorrow probably...as per usual. I look foreward to seeing your face and I hold the image of it in my mind. I love you.
Derek is my (Faye) ex-boyfriend. He has a death wish for David. I got a really horrid e-mail from him telling of how he's fantasized about blowing us both away. I don't know why, David and I aren't involved. Shit. He's my friend. Derek is just a crazy mothefucker whose gone off of his rocker. Don't worry, if need be I'll hire a hit for you (not really, I don't think I could even if I wanted to). I'm glad to see you and David are ok. Derek and I are on the extreme outs, like so much so I want a restraining order against him. He's crazy
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and i understand about not being able to be someones everything, but there is no reason to fear or fret, because when you find the peorson that needs you to be all these thngs, you'll have a good enough hold on yourself to be able to find the strength to provide for that person all those characteristics.
and i laughed out loud at the egg thing....
hahha, "i'm sorry i keep dropping you"! it's so true though....i don't understand it...
but one MUST break the eggs to get to the gooey center that everyone loves to eat.....
keep truckin big mister
-annie
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I NEVER mean to drop an egg. I don't want to hurt it or make a mess.
...but I do, because I'm not perfect and can't catch all the falling for the sake of the eggs still in my arms.
Simply put, I try not to hurt people, but I do it anyway, despite my wanting to carry them all.
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chin up, you have to look after yourself first, anyone who gets hurt in the process while you are looking out for you, is taking something personally they shouldn't.
Who's this "Derek" character that has it out for you? Do I need to have someone killed?
I'll come over tomorrow probably...as per usual. I look foreward to seeing your face and I hold the image of it in my mind. I love you.
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"I will survive, I will survive, yeah, yeah."
Perhaps, talk a walk, count back from 100.
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