...absolutely spent...

[guppyiii]

Today...today was going...today is inconsequential. I was experiencing it and living in it until the end of it...when I...Let's just say that a piece of me died. Now, this is not in any kind of dramatic way, this slice of my being has been withering for some time, carrying on well past his time...fighting to be long after even he knows he is done

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[fayefil]

I'm sorry, dear. My dream is finally unfolding, taking shape and becoming something wholly beautiful, something whole. We've never been more mature in our relationship, we've never been more happy. I'm complete. I'm sorry about how you feel, I thought I would share what a wonderful thing thats happened to me. How are you doing? I haven't hung out with you in awhile. If the urge ever hits you to sit about with me, please do give me a ring.

meerily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream.

[guppyiii]

It's ok, any unhappy feelings are purely selfish and purely temporary. I know that I should be happy that her life journey is progressing and that she has finally found the grounding that I cannot provide.

Plus, for the most part I am confident that my own path is leading me in the right direction. I suppose I was just surprised.

Re: meerily, merrily, merrily, life is but a dream.

[fayefil]

I agree. Its selfish to believe there aren't other possibilities and better prospects for anyone we choose to love. I'm glad you see the good in it as much as it hurts. I'm also glad you seem to finding a direction for your life. Just don't go using bitches in the process of finding your path. Thats not very nice. :P I watched Howl's Moving Castle again in english after you fell asleep. I'm such a nerd. I just wanted to hear Howl's sexy english voice actor. Yum.