How does a man retain his honor ( Read more... )

...I have no money to eat this week. Bad trust decision, no money, no money. God damn, mother fuck ( Read more... )

I'm tired of people not understanding consequences...You plant a daisy and a daisy's going to grow. You can't expect a cactus ( Read more... )

I woke up today and felt nothing....nice change...but what to do ( Read more... )

I'm pretty good at getting lost...disconnect, loose myself in something...put off enevitable pain. I've had lots of little vacations. People come to me and help me live in the now...and I get lost ( Read more... )

The hardest parts are the nights...no one beside me in bed, no body to warm me...writing about it now, I cry ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the worst day of my life ( Read more... )

Who's willing to bet it's walmart that puts money-chips in your hands first? Any takers ( Read more... )

My feet have barely touched the ground in these many many months...only the wood floor of my home and the inside of socks when I must venture out...Hermitude. Self Imposed. Holed up like it's the holocaust, though I have no nazi to fear...just friendship. Companions ( Read more... )

I am sitting at a stranger's computer in Dru's clothes speeding my way through a now unfamiliar update. It's been way too long for me to have not been recording my thoughts. I've been having a lot of them. One's been occupying my mind most frequently ( Read more... )