I ditch her and hook up with a couple who obviously want a threesome. Much tension, but the doofus offers to drive me to Rome, an offer I jump at. Traffic's bad, we're stopped for hours. The wife's a freak. The guy wigs out on me. It's like a Polanski film.
...I no longer know who I am and I feel like the ghost of a total stranger.
Harry's gone bye-bye, he's gone to the big bye-bye. He's got his name in the papers on the back side. It's "Toe Tag Time in Teenville Tonight". Again. Should've just said no, Harry.
This is the vaguest post ever and I have no real idea who and exactly what is involved, but every word expressed and exchanged causes every fibre in my mind and body to fill with anguish. Hope you will be okay x
It's a line from a book I'm reading - Rules Of Attraction. But it's also related to me once again realising that I need to get better at being on my own. Noone's gonna burn with me.
Yeah, I find that either someone is simply not right, despite what they and yourself might try and change to attempt to alter that OR their is a tiny variability in the rhythms of your two hearts - your two souls - which gradually works its way into a significant void between you.. even if you are similar in all those right ways, you also need to find someone who is at the perfect point on their journey in relation to yourself, the right progressive stage that will compliment you through life.
And as everyone's an individual, I fail to see how this is possible.
But you can get fucking close.
Or you can just throw in the towel and get yourself one of those bullshit relationships which offers no fire, just mediocrity forever.
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i love you.
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...I no longer know who I am and I feel like the ghost of a total stranger.
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It's a line from a book I'm reading - Rules Of Attraction.
But it's also related to me once again realising that I need to get better at being on my own. Noone's gonna burn with me.
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Yeah, I find that either someone is simply not right, despite what they and yourself might try and change to attempt to alter that OR their is a tiny variability in the rhythms of your two hearts - your two souls - which gradually works its way into a significant void between you.. even if you are similar in all those right ways, you also need to find someone who is at the perfect point on their journey in relation to yourself, the right progressive stage that will compliment you through life.
And as everyone's an individual, I fail to see how this is possible.
But you can get fucking close.
Or you can just throw in the towel and get yourself one of those bullshit relationships which offers no fire, just mediocrity forever.
Do you still smoke, btw?
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