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i keep randomly bursting into tears...i don't evn kno why. i just feel so empty ( Read more... )

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im using this lj, aswell as beauty_within_ once again, as i really dnt feel i can really write my true feelings in that lj. so many people would just get the wrong idea.. worry.. get mad etc. so im gonna start using this lj ( Read more... )

i have ruined everything, my life is just one big mess now, and it is no ones fault but my own. why do i just make everything worse?!

today was boring, had school.. enough said lol. umm went to hairdressers after school. mum left me ther on my own and i didnt kno wht to say so i just kinda sat, i was just staring in the mirror made me felt so sick could have smashd it. my hair, meh, not much different, im just never gonna look how i want, ahwell ( Read more... )

went to camden... was great, wanderd round on my own most of the day, but thats cool. i got a corset and tryd many others on, i just love them to bits. i also tryd a load of 'gothic' clothing, i absolutly in love with the clothes, so amazing. i love them so much. im so buying lots of clothes ( Read more... )

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last night, i was feeling really really low, and mehy and i was like permanently crying and being down so i just gave up on trying to feel better and not anoy my friends and went to bed at like 9... then lukily i slept til 12 the nest day which meant i had a whole 15hrs of not feeling. today, i didnt feel too bad, just mehy but thn i went to see my ( Read more... )