i think im fat. i think thats why chuckie doesnt like me.
Im going on a diet.

I love you so much. you mean the world to me. every time we talk. everytime i hear your voice it touches me. I have always loved you. and i always will no matter what. you are my life. you are my soul. you are everything i look for. we are made for eachother and i love you so much! I dont know how i can live without you. I just want to be with you ( Read more... )

GRRR I WANT TO WORK THINGS OUT. =I WANT THINGS TO GO BACK TO HOW THEY WAS BEFORE. I WANT THIS ALL TO BE OVER. I WANT MY BEST FRIEND BACK. GRRRR

Lately things have sucked so much. i am having serious issues with missy and tony. things have gotten so bad between me and them that its not even funny. i dont know what to do. i hated the way missy treated me when amanda was home. i felt used. like the only reason she talked to me was becuz no one else would. but than her friend amanda came home ( Read more... )

I dont know why i did the things i did ( Read more... )

Everything fuckin sucks. i hate everyone.

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some christmas..

I just called this boy who i havent talked to in about a year. but we was really really good friends. and he didnt even fuckin rememeber me. god i feel so hurt right now like i just need to cut myself or something. i cant beleive it. how could he have not remember me when we was such good friends?

once again i got a new cell phone. lol haha. the numbers 330 203 6669.

cassie comes home on friday!!! YaY!!!

Hung out with melissa, dan and tony last night. it was fun. we ate pizza. Missy and i talked about things and everything is better. i do believe. lol...im very bored right now.

i wrote missy a couple of emails but she said she hasnt been getting them. i was mad in my last entry. i dont hate her. im just very annoyed with her right now. i wrote her a letter and plan to drop it off at her house or something. i dont know ( Read more... )