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Oct 26, 2024 12:29

I'm feeling strangely depressed today.

In previous times, my reaction to yet another birthday
and the knowledge of the looming holiday season
with its obnoxious, utterly-inescapable, cloying, tinkly music,
and the overt, overbearing, crass comercialism interspersed
with farsical reminders about a feigned religiosity,
led me to basically check ( Read more... )

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btripp October 27 2024, 07:40:46 UTC

Resorting to Gin always seems like a reasonable alternative. I don't know how those "naturally sober" people exist.

I went 30 years in 24/7/365 rage because I wasn't drunk ... it took me 3+ years of daily AA meetings to get past that (and then the motherfucking Covid came through and I've hardly been to a meeting since).

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gushgush October 27 2024, 15:28:35 UTC
Well, as I sit here right now I feel somewhat better, having just woke up and now drinking coffee...
but the impending maelstrom of shit hasn't gone away.
I didn't even mention the end of summer as another personal stimulator to hate the world.
30 years of rage!
Even though the meetings tend to fill with too many babbling assholes who are way too happy with themselves,
I find them a good way to, at least temporarily, blow off some steam.

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btripp October 27 2024, 07:41:14 UTC

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