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gusisntamused

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Apr 04, 2005 08:02

Well then. SAHLS was kinda interesting. eh, fuck capitalization. i think im gonna write this as a positives/DELTAS list, because if GLSEN has taught me anything, its to look at "negatives" as things we might be able to change. oh sweet, idealistic GLSEN. heart ( Read more... )

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rei_dolor April 4 2005, 13:11:34 UTC

plus/deltas make me HOT.

glad things (pretty much) worked out in the end.

we really do need our own television show, gus mcweinstein.

gusisntamused April 4 2005, 13:52:50 UTC

hey, dont bring your irish imperialism over here, Incorrigible. that is Gus Weinstein. no mcs, or macs, or fitzes, or st.s; my name is all jewish.

and maybe a little greek. "gus." i still dont know what the fuck my parents were thinking.

lessthanthree!!

Let's save us both time gear_riot April 4 2005, 14:34:31 UTC

"i think i liked this year better than last year actually as a whole... because of the people, most likely."

Yeah, Fuck you too. (because apparently my mother already did)

Re: Let's save us both time gusisntamused April 4 2005, 19:56:23 UTC

im talking about the SAHLS conference, buttfuck.

Re: Let's save us both time gear_riot April 4 2005, 20:30:41 UTC

I WAS MOCK OFFENDED FOR THE SAKE OF LAST YEAR'S SAHLS CONFERENCE
AND DON'T JUDGE ME FOR SKIMMING.

DIE IN A FIRE.

Re: Let's save us both time gusisntamused April 4 2005, 20:45:14 UTC

your mom died in a fire

im sorry, that was going too far.

um

your mom died in a fire

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gusisntamused April 5 2005, 18:27:39 UTC

you are quite awesome! and you got me back on friendster, if only for a day! and also i seem to be missing a friend on it... odd. wonder who it was.

metamorphos April 6 2005, 02:52:27 UTC

hi, it's evan. sorry if i seemed "snippy" and daryl and I did not plan on doing anything while you were in or out of the room. however, being horny teenage boys it sometimes is hard to stop. i hardly know you, gus. you should not infer that i liked or disliked you based on a complete lack of communication. i went out to do my hw in the hallway because there was no room in the room... and i needed to get some of it done and had nothing else to do. what do you expect me to do, strike up a conversation?

you probably didn't expect to read this, so i'm not mad or anything.

gusisntamused April 6 2005, 13:20:52 UTC

well im definitely glad that youre not mad. when i saw in my email that youd actually replied, i was actually really effin scared that you were gonna be pissed about it or something.

i do have reasons for why i felt the way i did that weekend though, which im not going to write here. everything really did seem to me to add up to the conclusion i drew, though im glad that wasnt the case. but to answer your question... yes. yes i did. maybe not about the homework thing, but the night before, definitely. i mean, you said it: lack of communication. you say on the one hand that i shouldnt have inferred that you didnt like me, but i also couldnt have inferred that you had no plans for doing things while i was in the room. i felt like i, being the one who felt really really REALLY weird about everything, shouldnt have had to be the one to bridge the gap between the two of you and me. i had no idea what i was going to do about the situation; i was calling friends to see where else i could stay, and at one point i actually considered going ( ... )

metamorphos April 8 2005, 02:59:45 UTC

It was your burden to communicate your discomfort. you can't depend on others to understand that you would feel that way, and it would've been much easier if you had come out with it. it's really ridiculous that you would consider going home before even talking to us about it. at least you did tell daryl, finally, but it would've been much easier had you said something in the first place.

gusisntamused April 8 2005, 03:51:50 UTC

i really dont want to be upset with you, i REALLY dont. but the fact that you not only cant understand at all what i went through, AND you're calling how i felt "ridiculous"... thats really fucking wrong.

i think that its "really ridiculous" that you had no idea at all that i felt that way and felt no obligation to do anything about it.

i mean, come on. when i left for ten minutes to call my friend to see if i could stay over, i came back and you two had already turned the lights off and were already hooking up. and you just expected me to come in, tap someone on the shoulder, and ask my exboyfriend who i broke up with and still hadnt resolved all my issues with to just stop fucking his boyfriend? THAT is really fucking ridiculous.

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uwilldienow April 8 2005, 17:24:13 UTC

1. talking to me would have been a lot smarter than leaving. i understand it can be hard but its silly to think the past is anything but ( ... )

gusisntamused April 11 2005, 04:48:39 UTC

1. That's why I did it. I didn't want to leave; it passed through my mind for like five seconds. I never seriously considered it. Besides, I wanted to talk with you about everything anyway. And I know to think the past is anything but the past is silly, but... last I checked we weren't exactly the best of friends, and I had no idea where we stood or what you thought about ANYTHING. But I'm glad things are cool now ( ... )