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[gusterbrown]

Ben really hurt me today. He wants me to give him space, but, he still wants to see me when I visit Texas..."for dinner or something"...but, why, I wonder? So, he can break my heart face to face, like a real man? No, thanks...if it's closure he's looking for, I'm not giving it to him. He doesn't deserve that. But, my heart keeps thinking maybe

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[soon_enough10]

Aww {{{hugs}}}}

I'm with you on the book, it was alright but certainly nothing amazing. I'm looking forward to the discussion though :) Have you gotten around to sending the pm's to people about the chat? :)

[gusterbrown]

not yet, but, i will! :)

[k9soul]

I hope you're doing better today Kari. Sometimes just letting yourself grieve and be sad is a good thing, it can be healing, as long as you don't get "stuck" in that mode, which I have before and of course that's not good.

You know feel free to call me anytime, especially in the evenings on weekdays. Right now it feels so hard to write anything meaningful, but I'm sure we could get a nice chat in. Take care Kari.

[gusterbrown]

Aw, thanks, Jess! I am feeling better. He upset me again later, and, I'm at the point where I just don't care. I'm sure I'll get out of that phase, but, for now, he's just being so rude to me, that I don't want to see him. I had asked him a question regarding my possible trip to Dallas and he didn't respond. So, once I talked it over with my friend, I decided I didn't need an answer, anyway. So, I sent him a text saying not to worry about it, that I'd found the answer myself. So, he sent something saying to ask the question again since his phone was off. So, I asked "did you not get it?" A few minutes later, he sends a snappy one saying "get what? i've got a million things going on right now"...that hurt my feelings, and, i sent him one saying well now you only have 999,999 things going on. and, he said "whatever." All that did was piss me off, which is easier to deal with than being hurt. So, I sent him one saying, "look, you're the one who asked me to ask the question again. and, then you're nasty to me because you're

[braunschweiger]

kari,

a) what's the book you just finished?
b) come watch a terrifically sad movie with me :) the one that always gets me is when harry met sally ... sigh.

[soon_enough10]

did u block me on aim?

[gusterbrown]

No, I haven't logged in since the night you and I chatted. It should just say that I'm not available. It says I've blocked you? That's weird! I don't have it on my computer to automatically come up. I only log in to yahoo messenger and aol instant messenger when I have time to chat or when I'm bored. :)