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[gusterbrown]

I'm melancholy tonight. I just don't know what to do. Russ is a friend I've known since I was two. His mother and my mother are best friends, he has three brothers. He's always been crazy about me. His mom has always said we'd marry, my mom's always said over her dead body. We kissed one summer when we were in our early teens, but, never went

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[dukesadog]

Girl, all I can tell you is to be careful. It sounds like you could get in deep with him. Not that it would be bad, though. That's too bad about your mom. It would be difficult to get to know him better because of that. Eventually, if you did get together, she'd have to accept it or not see you as much, I guess. That's a difficult situation. Just take it slow.

[gusterbrown]

Yeah, I'm going to avoid being alone with him in private, I know that much. ;) He lives about 45 minutes away, and, has no car right now because of some crap that he had to spend all his savings on. And, I can't afford to drive out there. So, right now, we don't have the chance to see eachother that often. But, yeah, I know I need to be careful. And, I'll just have to keep most of what happens out of conversations with my mother. It's not something that I can discuss with her. And, if it ever gets deep enough where it's necessary to tell her anything, I'll cross that bridge then. :)

[braunschweiger]

so did you hear the wonderful news? i'll call you tonight if i can stay awake. haha

[gusterbrown]

Yeah, Robyn. I did hear. I don't care when you call, but, call if you need me. I can't imagine how you must feel. I love you, love you, love you, and, I hope you know I'm here for you.