Dude my teeth have been non stop killing recently. So fucking sensitive to life. I know for sure that I have a cavity IN MY CROWN. Shouldn't that not fucking happen? I don't have dental insurance yet, and I am broke as fuck and therefore can not at fucking all afford to go to the dentist. HATE ( Read more... )

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Man I had never had an adderoll before like last week, and then Dustin brought me one because I had to work like 5 6 am days in a row and it was seriously fucking with me, and the addi helped so ridiculously much. I've also been in better moods after taking it. Wish I had it on a more regular basis ( Read more... )

I suppose that there are some things in life that I am just not going to get over, at least not for a long time. Like once, when I was little, my mom made some comment-and maybe I completely took it the wrong way, or remember it wrong, but this is how it stuck-about how I was fat, or going to get fat, or something. Aand I think that that causes a ( Read more... )

Aghhh knitting issues! For one, I haven't knit in about...oh, 6 months, and my fingers are clumsy and in the way and out of practice and get sore really fast. Other side... I decided to do my own take on these Totoro mittens, and am double knitting, but it appears that one cannot do ribbing in double knitting and aghhh... warmer, or stretchy so it ( Read more... )

Iiiii really like life lately. I am completely in love with this kid, and I spend probably way too much time with him (Summer commented 'you know, you don't have to hang out with him all the time' and I was just like... have to? I want to hang out with him, its not like I feel obliged, plus... a lot of the people I know here are either batshit ( Read more... )

I am completely in love with Jake. I had forgotten what feeling this good about everything feels. He's a sweetheart, and we fit together ridiculously well. At first I felt really fucking weird that he's younger than me, but it doesn't bother me any more. Still somewhat weird, but mostly that I'm the same age as his brother. ANYWAY... it's just ( Read more... )

I have been spending an average of one night a week at my place recently... I'm probably getting kind of spoiled by sleeping with Jake most night... and by kind of, I mean really, because I'm back home tonight, and I have been restless all night and avoiding getting in bed because I would much rather it be with him ( Read more... )

So I am kind of in love with Jake.

Happy with life.
Marlene is right here now though and its like... the third time in the past month I've slept in my own bed, maybe? Dax is kind of ecstatic.

Anywa yep. I really goddamned like this kid.

AAAAAAHHHH Fuck! For a bit, I was so sure that moving to DC/Virginia was like.. THE way to go. Now I'm not so sure and I'm terrified of moving alone, and I've made some good friends here so I'm sorta scared of leaving that too ( Read more... )