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[gutter_boi]

the smile changed in an instant.  the second what i had did and just happened set in.  the words i spoke, why i said them.  on what basis.  cause i didn't want things to be ok.  who says that a real asshole does.  it happened.  walked right in the path of my fathers footsteps.  he lead the way.  i was makin my own path, triped landed right in his

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[tomorrowshope87]

i dont know what you want from all this...what do you want from me...i dont even think i mean that much to you...you treat me crappy for almost a month, then say hurtful things and end it. i just dont understand...you said we were done for good...im sick of lies and you hiding things from me... im sick of feeling like im not important to you... like im the last thing on your mind... you went and got another job which means that you dont plan on ever seeing me again... im still trying to think of something i did to deserve the hurtful things you said to me and why you cant even call to apologize. i just dont understand how you can say you love me so much then throw me away time after time after time...and you ask me why im so insecure?? this is why...cause i am constantly wondering why you treat me like this and why you dont want to talk to me or see me...or if you are just gonna randomly break up with me...on our anniversary... you also asked me why i want you to reassure me...probably cause your actions say "you mean nothing to me

[tomorrowshope87]

ok then nvm... i just talked to someone and i know now that you dont want me... you should never have said all this stuff to me if you didnt want me. im sick of this. you cant do this to me anymore. i didnt say goodbye to you for forever last night but you not wanting to be with me sounds like a goodbye forever to me. so in response to your statements to her im saying this...you got what you wanted...im out of your life. you used me anyways. i know i didnt fucking deserve this shit cause all i did was love you... i was really starting to forgive you again but you dont want me..so bye.

[tomorrowshope87]

we talked online after i posted these comments ^ so just forget about them