So the weekend? Great ( Read more... )

Wanted something new before my birthday this weekend, so I went in for a quick piercing. Originally had a septum planned, but walked out with my bridge pierced instead (again). The first time around the dude fucked up so bad, so I'm MUCH happier with the outcome this time around. Except I have a MAJOR migraine that's knocked me on my ass. What the ( Read more... )

So here are some photos of my boys new place. It's SO beautiful, and cozy, snuggled right in the national forest... trees for DAYS ( Read more... )

I feel so lame for getting so nervous and overwhelmed every time I think about updating. Whatt iss itt?? Anyway ( Read more... )

I'm so glad to have the people out of my life GONE for good, and look forward to many a good time with those that are here to stay ( Read more... )

How is it you can be OKAY, like, with life, YOUR life, and wake up every day being OKAY with the fact that you have to work, and come home, and all that stuff, and then you meet someone that fucks it all up, and suddenly, everything WITH that person is SO much more than okay, and okay just WONT do anymore ( Read more... )

Adam went home for the Holiday's. It's been 4 days exactly and I already feel lost. How is this much pain possible without visible wounds? Save for the dark circles under my eyes, and the faded smile ( Read more... )

He has an apt. in AZ on the 4th of Jan. It would have been nice to know sooner, but that wouldn't have changed anything.

And yet I'm suprisingly optmistic. I hope that lasts. :)

I've been writing a little in my tiny notebook. I don't like to, for some reason, it makes me anxious, nervous. Does that happen to you? Where you have so much going on, so many thoughts racing around, but you fear making them permanent by screaming them in ink...? All my dreams are a scream ( Read more... )

Everything's become so hard ( Read more... )