live journal seems to be the best place to chronical a downward spiral

i'm numb.

but these tears aren't.

i wish i had a map of the world.

the house is empty except for Casey keeping me company.

i feel like getting so trashed i can't see straight.

i don't know if i'm right or wrong in any of this.

i'd like it if this were a dream.

i fucking hate my dad.
he's not my dad.
he's my step dad.
he's not my step dad.
he's a bastard named Gary.

fuck you Gary.

everything you say is shit.

*breathes*

i want Ashley
right now.

fuck i'm going to lay down.

So yeah...I had this huge....pretty rantful entry going a miniute ago ( Read more... )

wow...ok..so yeah...i haven't posted about the last few days. that will have to wait ( Read more... )

fuck you distance and miles.

fuck you.

it's hot in here.

i'm not sure i want to even post right now.

this is weird.

this day...is weird.

i'll post aobut it later. when it's over.

i want to talk to love right now...and guess what...i am.

:)

i just killed the last thing to eat away ( Read more... )

this packing is fun and bittersweet at the same time ( Read more... )

so yeah

i don't care what they say...

psych degree...i'm not going for a masters or a phd....

at least not at this point in time...

i was reassured.

i can just get the degree an get into a field forensic program and get training.

lol

I'm offically done ( Read more... )