journal is ending...thats right im reing this journal cause i really dont get any replies and dont have anyone on my list to reply anyways.it just reminds me how many friends ive lost over the past year....im reverting back to my oldest journal.OLDEST which is somewhere on blurty....finding it s your problem.if i can remember the password im ( Read more... )

isnt it interesting how homesick a person can get.i miss my old life.

i need to get out of here before i hurt someone.

so im trying again.with somebody else.somebody older.about 23.hopefully it will suit my personality better.anyways.what a boring entry.

"As he tightened the last bolt,he trembled with excitement.His glorius creation finally finished.His dream reality!But his joy was interrupted by a whirring and rumbling.The machine roared to life.Steam screamed from the vents.He tried to run,tried to flee,but realized what he had created the nameless machine for.his whole purpose for building day ( Read more... )

its been a couple of days and i havent flinched.i havent faultered.i havent showd any signs of what used to be,i pretend like it never happened but truthfully on the inside it eats a whole...still.and when i realize on occasion the direct effect of my action.i feel regret for not fixing it back then.but what needs to be done must be done.we must ( Read more... )

ok i adnited that im done with all this.but seriously.lose that fucking necklace.its not ment for you.you dont get to fucking wear that.its purpose is ruined.it was for memory of me.but now you even fucked that up to.it dosent have its purpose anymore.thanks alot ( Read more... )

Can you see what youve done to my heart,
and soul?
this is a wasteland now....

done done done and fucking done again.it went from meaningful to boring as hell.just so fucking boring .like all just as pointless as me actually thinking that i care.what a stupid thing to think .im such an idiot.if i think about it now,i dont think i was ever in love with anyone.and even if somehow my strange fascination was love its gone now.it ( Read more... )

to all the people i called while moving and not having internet...thanks for not calling back...assholes...i moved down the street to the projects...theyer actually nice....and only 50$ month for a 3 bedroom.not much to say.rickys coming here next month to chill....terry tarkelly is coming with him.....tiffanys ex...thats going to be a bit ( Read more... )