im under academic suspension from towson and maybe this is too naive on my part, but can you blame me for not wanting to tell my mother?  i was scared shitless of what shed say and even more i knew shed be dissapointed in me, on top of my own dissapointment in myself.  i wrote an appeal to the school in hopes that maybe i could get back in.  what ( Read more... )

i messed up... real bad
so not only do i  have to deal with my own guilty conscience, my own disgust with myself, my own dissapointment....

i get to be reminded that im a fuckup every single day by my mother.

i never thought id hate being home as much as i do

i found the skate board i really really want =)
sam's board got be addicted to carvers
maybe in a month or so ill be ready to drop the $173

ooh la la..  new shoes =)


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maybe i didnt do as well as i wanted to or as well as others expected me to
people make mistakes and fuck up... im just hoping i get a second chance  to turn it around
if i get suspended then im at fcc for one semester.  im crossing my fingers
i dont want to be living with my grandparents for half the year

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I like monkey's description of today the best:
drunk at 1pm, hungover at 11 pm, going to sleep sober......tigerfest

yellowcard <-- i dont care what anyone says, they are still so fucking amazing

guess who i found in the middle of the crowd!?
ricky stewart
=)

some decisions are harder to make than others
this is the most difficult ive had to make so far
i just hope i make the right choice

what have i gotten myself into?

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Campus Vixen.  
Huckas in Canton.  
April 21.  (This Friday night)
9pm.
Hookahs, 64 of the hottest Vixens in VIP AND their friends (who you know are just as good-looking), sexy shot girls, beer pong, and soooo much more.

Did I mention that Im one of the shot-girls?

Seeing people that I actually know would be fantastic =)

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Thursday, on our way home from Towson, we ran by work to pick up my paycheck and I nearly peed my pants... hello friend... I want to take you home!!  The good news is the car at the dealership is EXACTLY the one I want.  The bad news is that I have to wait until Im home from school and start working again to actually buy a new car.  Im crossing my ( Read more... )