I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart. What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard. And got so far. But in the end. It doesn't even matter. I had to fall. To lose it all. But in the end ( Read more... )

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ok up date every one
i leave this thursday morning
for maine
i will have me cell if you need me ok?

i come back wednesday the 22nd

so stay safe every one
and have a good time here
i'll be back later
byeybe
hugs to alll
loves

mikey

life is ok i guess ( Read more... )

so this week is fucking shit
last week was the same
everything sucks
i really do hate alot of people
my family is pissed at me cuz i have not been home for 2 nights in a row cuz i was helping some one out
every thing sucks
bye.

ok so nothing's realyl been helping me
i still feel the same
i want some thing to change
i don't care what
just i need some change

i need to let some much out but i won't
i just want to feel loved by my family

mm..

i feel as if i have nothing left and all i do is get used by every one around me
i don't even get a thanks most of the time
so i'm ready to leave this shit hole behind and
try some thing new i guess?

bye.

ok so today was not soo good
i punched a locker then at home punched a wall
my hand went thourw the wall

my grades are really bad
school is going down hill
my life is going down hill
i want out
oh well

i just need to go to maine and not talk to any one well i'm there
thank god i'm going hunting this year