WOOHOO! I BOUGHT A FISH!

the type of fish is a beta. and i named him Alpha. how original...

Alpha Oster Beta hahaha

i love my fish...

Ok, luckily for you guys, I had already just typed up a page of journal about how horrible my day was yesterday and how great it ended, when my computer crashed and just shut down. Grand old Word did not recover that document. Therefore you will get the, new and improved, cliff notes revision of said entry.

Horrible, horrible day:

~ Wake ( Read more... )

AAASSSHHHOOOLLLEEE! i will explain later. rest assured. i cant beleive my naiivety...

off to work

more later

…I hate that I recorded his voicemail message for him -  I hate that he hasn’t  changed it - I hate that he’s all I can ( Read more... )

...as it rings in my ears, this silence takes its toll on me...

w h y i s t h i s s o h a r d?

...gotta keep on pretending, if not for just one more day...

i have no words

i feel small

I swear to god I should charge for this:

Babyseal104: god what the different names!

AyUmiXxHaMaSaKi: WHAT THE CRAZY!

mac3687: what the unnecessary gratitude

AyUmiXxHaMaSaKi: lmao what the tired confusion

mac3687: what the expensive monthly payments

AmandaMScarcella: what the bad day

Samurai Z 146: what the deaf motherfucker?

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I almost had myself fooled. Turns out, I am just as susceptible to teenage bullshit as the next Jane Doe. Theres got to be more than this. If these are the best years of our lives, I don’t even want to go on from here. Total bullshit ( Read more... )

I have been trying to get in touch with Nick for the past three days. He wouldn’t answer his cell or his room, and when I called his house, his mom would say he couldn’t come to the phone or was outside. I am like, ok, whatever, he is busy. Right? Wrong.

I finally call today to talk to him before we all die in Frances, and his moms like, hold on, ( Read more... )

no school

no work

no friends

no fun

no house left when i come back

this hurricane shit isnt all its cracked up to be

"...just let go, it's alright, 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown..."

“Meet me in outer space

We could spend the night

Watch the earth come up

I’ve grown tired of that place

Wont you come with me

We could start all over again”

God I love that song. Wow. Incubus really hits the spot. I took mikes advice and turned the garden state soundtrack off. It was really fucking with my head. I dislike it thoroughly. I’m back ( Read more... )