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[gwen_s]

So Gavin has informed me that anger_rehab thinks I need to be angrier. And I started thinking about it and I really have nothing to be angry about. I've always been more caustic anyway. Bitchy. I think one of the only times I've been truly pissed off is when Gavin f things happened with ninag. Which I've mostly gotten over. There was anger in surplus then

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[rivers_c]

Why would I tell you to shut up when you're speaking about me? ;)

[gwen_s]

I won't stop talking about you then. I was thinking about you earlier. I loved the blue album. Just loved it.

[rivers_c]

But thank you for the kind words, Gwen.

[g_rossdale]

I don't think you should ever be expected to "get over" what happened. The fact that you've done your best to forgive and move on is enough. But I know you hate talking about it.. so I'll just stop.

As for shitty fans, the "selling out" factor and all that shit... don't get me started! But I've got to say that I think it's really unfair for Brody to have to put up with "fans" labelling her band sellouts because they're actually getting out there and playing.

[gwen_s]

Yeah. Good. I don't want to think about it. I get into the details or what I think they are and then... Well, not good.

I forgot that you know about that first hand. Sometimes it just makes you wonder why you bother.

[g_rossdale]

*cuddles* You're an amazing woman, I hope you realise that.

And we all still bother because there are those great, mindblowing, true fans out there and all of this is what we do best. I know I still do alot of this for my own benefit, regardless of what other people think of it. For me, the choice is being in a band or a mental ward... you know that ;)

[gwen_s]

I'm not anymore amazing than anyone else.

I do. I know all that. I just get frustrated. You know I do. I'd go insane without the band.